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DOOSTAT DARAM

khasteam , anghadr khaste k name khod ra faramosh kardeam va hich yadam nist k avalinbar kodam gol ra boideam.man shekle sanjaghaki ra k dar kocheye kodaki bosideam,az yad bordeam.

khasteam , engar in jadehaye sardo khaki tamam shodani nist,az daste zamin va aseman delgiram va az derakhtani k bi man sabz shodeand,gelayemandam.

khasteam , ama na anghadr k natavanam to ra dost dashte basham va az kenare nafashayat bi etena bogzaram...bego cheghadr b entezar benshinam k zaman az man obor konad va setareha shahede khamosh shodane tak take fanoshayam bashand?cheghadr pirahane kederam ra dar cheshmeye arezoha beshoyam va roye tanabe delvapasi pahn konam?

agar shoghe residan b dasthayat nabod,hichgah aghosham ra nemigoshodam.agar sedaye goshnavaze to nabod az gosheye tanhaee biron nemiamadam.agar shoghe didane cheshmhayat nabod,hichgah pelkhayam ra bidar nemikardam.

agar nasime harfhayat nemivazid,manaye jahan ra nemifahmidam.khasteam ama na anghadr k natavanam har roz b bashokohtarin gholleye zendegi  beistam va hamrah ba setareha va khorshid b to salam konam....

....monese tanhaeeyam bash....

khodavanda ;

komakam kon har anche ra to

dir mikhahi,zood nakhaham.

 YASSI YANI ZENDEGI;

YE VAGHTAEE EHSAS MIKONAM K BAYAD BAVAR KONAM IN TARIKIYE TALKHRO,YE VAGHTAEE HES MIKONAM K ZAMAN BARAM MOTEVAGHEF SHODE,....ENGAR K HICH CHIZ NEMIKHAD TAGHIR KONE,GAR CHE TAGHIR MIKONE AMA TAGHIRATI K BISHTAR DELAMO MISOZONE! DELAM AZ DASTE BAZI ADAMHAYE ZENDEGIM KHEYLI GEREFTE,KASH MIFAHMIDAND CHEGHADR DELAM ATISH MIGIRE AZ HARFASHON AZ KARHASHON.YE VAGHTAEE HATTA AZ KHODAMAM KHASTE MISHAM. HAMISHE MIGAM DOROST MISHE, HAMISHE MIGAM KAMI SABR DASHTE BASG...ASLAN NEMIDONAM CHEJORIYE K TA EHSAS MIKONAM ZENDEGIM DARE MIOFTE TOO RAHE HAMVAR,NAGAHAN ETEFAGHI MIOFTE VA HAME CHIZ RO B HAM MIZANE....CHEGHADR IN ROZHA TANHAM....TA HALA SHODE DELET BARAYE DELE KHODET BESOZE?IN ROZA DELAM BARAYE DELE KHODAM MISOZE.AJIB ROZEGARE BIRAHMIYE...MIKHAM KOCHIK SHAM... DOST DARAM INGHADR KOCHIKE KOCHIK SHAM TA BERAM BALAYE BALA TA OOJ, BAD DOBARE BIYAM PAEEN,BOZORGE BOZORG SHAM, TORI K TOO KHODAM JA NASHAM....

DELAM YE OMRIYE  K KHASTAST .MAN HAMISHE AZ YE CHIZ MITARSAM,TARS AZ KARI K BAYAD EMROZ MIKARDAM VA NA TAMOM MONDE YA TARS AZ INK YE ROZI ESHGHI TOO VOJODAM NAMONDE BASHE,YA TARS AZ INK DIGE BARAYE HICHKAS ,HICH CHIZE MAN MOHEM NABASHE....HATTA ESMAM.

OON ROZ AZ HARFAT AZ TOYE SEDYE KHASTAT YE CHIZIRO BAVAR KARDAM,AZ TOOYE ASHKAT.....K ESHGH YANI GOZASHTAN VA GOZASHTAN....YANI DASHTANO NADASHTAN....YANI MAN, YANI TO....

KHEYLI FEKR KARDAM.KARE DOROSTO TO KARDI,HAR CHI BISHTAR FEKR MIKONAM BISHTAR DIVOONE MISHAM.SADE NEMISHE TORO DASHT.....

BEHEM GOFTI ; DARAM TANHAT MIZARAM VA AZAT MIBORAM!

AGE INTORIYAM PAS CHERA DARAM AZ TO MINEVISAM?CHERA BA INK MIDONAM MIRI MONDAM?

KASH NEMIRAFTI....MIDONAM RAHE BARGASHTI NIST .MIDONI CHERA AMIGH DOSET DARAM?MIDONI CHERA BARAT GERYE MIKONAM?MIDONI CHERA VASAT SADEGI MIKONAM?TA ESHGHE PAKO ASEMONIMO AZ YAD NABARI.....TA SHAYAD.....

VAGHTI K KHESH KHESHE NALEHAYAT , ZIRE PAYE ABERAN DELNESHIN MISHAVAD, DIGAR CHE FARGHI MIKONAD K BARGE SABZE KODAMIN DERAKHT BODEEI

 B  AMIR ALI KOCHOLOYE KHODAM

BEHET NEMIGAM DOSET DARAM,VALI GHASAM MIKHORAM K DOSET DARAM.BEHET NEMIGAM HAR CHI MIKHAY BEHET MIDAM,CHON HAME CHIZAM TOEE.NEMIKHAM KHABETO BEBINAM , CHON TO KHOSHTAR AZ KHABI.AGE YE ROZ CHESHAT PORE ASHK SHOD VA DONBALE SHONE GASHTI K GERYE KONI,SEDAM KON.BEHET GHOL NEMIDAM K SAKETET KONAM , AMA MANAM PA B PAT GERYE MIKONAM.AGE DONBALE MOJASAMEYE  SOKOT GASHTI SEDAM KON , GHOL MIDAM SOKOT KONAM .AGE DONBALE KHARABE MIGASHTI K NEFRATETO TOSH KHALI KONI , SEDAM KON CHON GHALBAM TANHAST.AGE YE ROZ KHASTI BERI GHOL NEMIDAM JOLOTO BEGIRAM AMA BAHAT MIDAVAM.AGE YE ROZ KHASTI BEMIRI GHOL NEMIDAMJOLOTO BEGIRAM AMA INO BEDON MAN GHABL AZ TO MIMIRAM

MAN AGE HANOZ MIKHONAM , VASE KHATERE DELE TOST

SHERE MAN SEDAYE GHAM NIST, HAMSEDAYE HASRATE TOST

AZIZAM AGE KHAZONAM , VASAT AZ BAHAR MIKHONAM

TORO TANHA NEMIZARAM, GAR CHE TANHA JA MIMONAM

AGE TO SHABAYE SARDET , BA KHODET TANHA MISHINI

MAN BARAT MIKHONAM AZ ESHGH,TA KE FARDARO BEBINI

AGE HAMSEDAYE ASHKI,. VASE AREZOYE BAR BAD

MAN BARAT MIKHONAM EY GOL;NOBAHARO NABAR AZ YAD

HAME DELKHOSHIM B INE , K TO YADET MONDEGARAM

...GAR CHE OMRIYE TOO IN DASHT, YE KHAZONE BI BAHARAM

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